Pariah

by Galactic Pegasus

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released 25 March 2014

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Track Name: Blank Face
I'm terrified
Of becoming
Another Blank Face
Staring in
The face of my wristwatch
Watching time slip away
Hands spinning, dragging me with them
False progression, marked by this mechanical ticking
Dragging me with them
Mechanical ticking
As I lethargically drag my feet across this planets surface
I feel the gears rattle inside of my head, they never slow down
This device will not govern how I live my life, I'm trying I swear
To take in every brief moment that I am here, before I am gone
Track Name: False Fathers
I've been praying for far too long
To see both of my father’s dissolve
Ones real and the others an impostor
But both seem as absent as the other

One is the man I wanted to become
The other is composed of living scum
They both have their way to torment me
While I search for my false sense of sanity

So now I ingest this insecticide
To try to eradicate all of these butterflies
That keeps struggling to arise
Straight out the fucking depths of my insides

It’s time for me to break this oppressive mold
To finally say that shit that I've never told
To blame all your mistakes on a 14 year old
Was it me who put that coke up your nose

How does a man find himself if he never had a mentor
Cast your self to the side, for a life of drugs and whores

You lost me x4
Lost a son x4
Track Name: Invertebrate
Awaken from this dreary state
Trying to collect these past few weeks
Where nothing seems to go my way
(Where nothing seems to go my way)

Lost in the simple complication of things
I fold, I crumble, and drop to my knees
Only to catch a glimpse of a life so bleak

So now I fester in a pool of remorse
To see how far my life has gone off course
I guess I'll need help from a mental nurse
Before I'm carried out in the back of a hearse
Coming so close to purity
To rid my life of this putridity
Then once again these demeaning thoughts
(These are demeaning thoughts)
Are back in my head

Oppressing and decreasing my morale
Seeking refuge in empty bottles
And clouding my goals in smoke
(And clouding my goals in smoke)
Is this all I really have to my name?
Is being so fucked up I don't remember the days
And all my friends start to fade away
Something has to change
Something has got to fucking change

I'm not trying to push the blame
But it's in my genes, even on both sides of the family
A whole faction of junkies and fakes
I guess I'm tired of all this shit piled up on my plate
Just an invertebrate
So I guess I'll just put a fucking slug into my face
Slug into my face
Track Name: Draw the Line
HOW DOES IT FEEL NOW
HOW DOES IT FEEL INSIDE
NO HOPE FOR TOMORROW
I TRUSTED YOU
AND I LOST EVERYTHING

YOU POINT THE FINGER
YOU LOVE CONTROL
YOURE SO AFRAID
(YOURE SO AFRAID)
TO LET GO OF THIS

IN BETWEEN IT ALL MADE SENSE
GO A HEAD AND TRY

YOU POINT THE FINGER
YOU WANT TO LEAVE
BUT YOURE AFRAID
SOMEONE BELIEVED IN ME

IN BETWEEN IT ALL MADE SENSE
BURIED IN THE LIES

I GAVE MY ALL FOR THIS
YOU GAVE ME NOTHING INSIDE

EVERYTHING
IS ABOUT TO CHANGE

DRAW THE LINES IN THE SAND
MAKE ME WHOLE OVER AGAIN

DRAW THE LINES IN THE SAND
MAKE ME WHOLE OVER AGAIN

YOU POINT THE FINGER
CAST DOUBT WITH LIES
YOU BUILD ME UP
(YOU BUILD ME UP)
JUST TO WATCH ME DROWN INSIDE

COLD AIR CATCHES UP
AND THERES NO PLACE... TO... HIDE....

THIS IS THE CURSE OF
THE MARTYR AND THE ANGEL
NEVER ONCE HAS HE EVER LEAD YOU ASTRAY

I WILL NEVER LEAD YOU ASTRAY

the truth is in your lies
i can see it in your eyes

and you'll stumble all over your words
in the end you'll get what you deserve
and ill wait for the day you get burned
leave you hanging on my every word of this
till its all gone, till its all left behind

AND YOULL STUMBLE ALL OVER YOUR WORDS
IN THE END YOULL GET WHAT YOU DESERVE
Track Name: Abyssal Plain
So let me guess you had the best intentions
But theres something you forgot to mention
you broke my soul for some fucking attention
And now I'm stranded in this hole that I'm left in
( this is just a glimpse into a dead mans soul)

I'm still trying to revive my psyche
from all these past pains that you put on me
all my life been labeled as an anomaly
x2
The skeletons in my closet are in my mind
Now I sink beneath the bones I thought I left behind
The skeletons in my closet came out to play
They just sing me to sleep while I dig my own grave
Break
i want every part of you stripped from my name
(why don’t you just)
sink
forced my mind to the depths of the abyssal plains
descend with me to the epitome of my own demise
(of my own demise)
Pretend with me that this smile is just a disguise
(Just a disguise)
this is as far as your delusional world goes
splitting all your tendons only shows my backbone
try to force these bonds but nothing will ever hold
so put these vile thoughts into actions of hate
sever the man who only shits on your faith
Break
i want every part of you stripped from my name
(why don’t you just)
sink
forced my mind to the depths of the abyssal plains

come here bitch lets go for a walk with blade
oh wait not across the street, lets do down the lane
so here i am deeper in this mental case
Found these snazzy pair of shoes they're made of concrete
I want no functions forming from youre brain,
And you're body be as cold as a slab of slate
cause the only place Ive ever felt at home is at the bottom of the fucking lake

So now I sink
To the bottom of the lake
My lungs fill with water
With every breath that I take
I'm staring up
I see the silhouette of death
It flickers closer
Until I reach the depths